David Gaines
GENESIS
in the beginning
my first word
was “hallelujah”
which means
church baby, tongue
knows praise better
than his mama’s name
then god said, let us make man in our image
& i look just like my daddy,
the handsome preacher
whose lies became gospel
after my father loses the church
my heart is no pipe organ
but it fills me with music,
leads a congregation of bones
into worship each time i rise
after eighteen years of communion sundays
if i consume anymore
of jesus’s flesh & blood
i might regurgitate him
back to life
before rest, on the last day
all i want from death
is a swift benediction,
this body is just a church,
& life, a really long service
that our parents dragged us into
don’t let them say, he was raised in church
tell them, he was the church
and it was good.
LEFT BEHIND
one day i’ll make it
to heaven’s gates
& they’ll say,
poor soul
your eternity
is not here.
& i’ll reply,
tell me something
i didn’t know since
i was twelve
on that saturday afternoon
in Houston, when i finally
had my own room
& woke up
to find my family
disappeared.
the Lord made good
on his promise to usher
the righteous to paradise
& i am not among them.
i am everything
left behind.
the dinosaur
that missed the ark,
doomed to be consumed
by a flood of fire
& if my story must be told
in fossils, i hope someday
my bones can help someone
find god in themself.
but in a flash
my family returns home,
hands full of groceries.
& my mother says
my only sin is oversleeping
& the wages of sin
is to bring the remaining bags
inside the house & now i vanish
leaving nothing
behind.
FOR NYJEAH (a haiku)
we used to play tag.
now we don’t even touch base
& time says, you’re it.
Dave G is a Philadelphia-based spoken word poet, performer and entertainer. His poetry is the tumultuous product of baptist preaching, hip-hop culture and tireless introspection. He received his BA in English from the Pennsylvania State University—University Park, where he organized and performed at poetry shows that attracted hundreds of students and featured popular poets such as Olivia Gatwood, Andrea Gibson, Remi Kanazi and many more. He also assembled and earned a spot on Penn State’s first nationally competing slam poetry team, which succeeded 68 collegiate teams to a co-championship at the 2017 College Unions Poetry Slam Invitational (CUPSI) in Chicago. His love of performance was born from watching his father preach every week at his family church in South Philadelphia; however, instead of pulpits and sermons, he uses stages and poetry to spread messages of social justice, political consciousness and self-love.